9.28.2010

Get me off this roller coaster!

Woo weee. Made it to Tuesday! Good morning, readers! Yesterday I found myself stuck on the Army roller coaster - a very scary, crazy, emotional roller coaster that probably even has a few upside down loops and spirals for good measure! Uggh.

The past few weeks I've been having an internal battle over when to tell select co-workers about my husband's future travel plans. I decided that my game plan would be to wait as long as I could and if I felt like my emotions were taking over I would set up a meeting with my job coach and supervisor - just so they weren't throw off guard by a wreck of a Tina.


Given that this is what, week 4? I was hoping to wait until.. Thanksgiving? but my emotions had other plans.
Well said meeting happened yesterday. Fortunately I didn't have any crying hysterical spells in the ladies room, but it was comical to look in the trash and see how many tissues I went through at the end of the day! Sigh. Yes - please picture me awkwardly hiding in my cubicle checking my mirror every now and then to make sure my last tissue blow (blow with the tissue?) didn't leave gross booger remnants!

I'm hopeful that the hard part (related to work) is over and now that my direct supervisors know I'll be fine and at least capable of staying composed an entire day!

Off to work!

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